Unkown
I've been thinking of you more.
Its been a bad year. I force myself out but the rot seeps in. I can never escape the truth. You follow me, watching. I can feel your eyes through my blinds. "What are YOU looking for." I hear you whisper.
I'm looking for you
Where are you
Where have you been
They say you're everywhere
They're say you're watching me
I cant find you.
I wake up everyday knees aching from praying through the night. Nothing has changed.
I see your shadow scurry, like a lizard that's lost its tail.
You must be hiding. This cant be it.
I have turned from the alter but they don't know. running to something bigger. The guides still watching.
Only one has bled on the alter for me. It was not your son.