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My mother was sent alone on her last ambulance ride. Nobody comforted her or held her hand. I was 45 minutes away at my exes house and my mother was in her last ambulance ride alone. She said her last words away from her family. I can never forgive myself.
On the 18th it will have been a year. I can’t do this anymore I can’t not have a mom anymore. I need something that nobody else can give. I feel so alone all of the time. What is a girl without a mom?
I was a horrible daughter and I can’t take it anymore. I hate myself and i can’t keep doing this but I have no other choice.
I’ll be the first girl to cry in heaven if I make it.
I don’t know why i’m putting this here I guess a part of me hopes someone will see it and can make me better but i know nobody can help me even if someone cared enough to try