11.16.25
Hi my friends I am not sure how much more of this I can take. The days keep getting harder and they do not stop. Im trying really hard to do everything right but it is not working. I am very scared. Im really scared of the future. I am scared it will be the same as this. I cant keep living like this. I dont know what the point of this is but I dont have anyone I feel comfortable talking to about this stuff and it can not live only in my head anymore. How can i crawl out of this hole I have put myself in.