Shelbyland blog

Giving

I take myself apart and it feels like flying, the sudden permission to stop.

Everyone is pleased. I multiply. This is interpreted as generosity.

There are bowls now. Clean. Waiting. My hands know what to do before I.

When I spill bells happen. When I empty light comes out. They call it beautiful the word stays, even after the sound leaves.

Inside me, everything rearranges itself. My name echos until it becomes a shape.

I am not being eaten. I am being distributed.

I stay because staying feels like floating. Like warmth without weight. Like nothing asking if I am still here.

Eventually there is no center left to return to. The glow keeps working on its own.

They clap and something bows.

I dont know what keeps standing when I go.