Shelbyland blog

august 8th 25

aug 8 25 1

I had a pretty nice day today!! i started it by making this page! Ive kinda had a pretty hard time recently but i can feel myself getting better i think. I had some fun today i went to a show the my ex was in which sounds awkward but we are friends but not in the weird sex way just in the we like each other way!!! They did really good their songs make me really emotional because they are so moving. The other acts where good too! and i had fun with some friends there!! i like going to shows i guess sometimes i feel pretty out of place at them but most of the times i just blend in!! i think good things have to start happening to me soon because my whole life has fallen apart in such a short amount of time. I dont really like to talk about it i guess because i always end up feeling really dumb about it because everyone is going through shit and most people i talk to try to give me advice but like really bad advice that makes me feel stupid because its so simple. but i had fun tonight and thats what matters!